It has been a roller coaster week for me. The weekend at the beach was great. It was so nice to get away and relax. But reality is only a plane ride back. For some reason I have been very emotional about the divorce this week. We had a fight the other day. It gets me that he seems to care more about what people say than my feelings. I think the loneliness is getting to me. I didn't think it would bother me as much as it does. I feel weird taking people up on the whole, "call me if you need anything." I just want someone in the house with me. As much as I hate my job, I'd almost rather be there than alone here.
